after a long time

i dont believe it, im writing aftr almost 4 months nw...it is nt tat i wrote regularly earlier bt still
this time im plannin to write evryday (jus plannin...) almost.
no its nt bcoz bloggin has suddenly bcom kool n IN these days
bt the reason:
smbody told me tat wen u spk abt or write abt things goin in ur mind, then its easier to remember and get smethng out of it....i think tats called constructive thinkin

i always hated to write diary and all tat shit but nw i guess it is fun wen u gt into ur flashback n read al tat good or bad. and then u c wer u goin.
smetimes i feel wat the hell..im gonna live the DAY as it coms....bt then i rethink....where am i goin neways days r jus passin by n im still here....rite here....stuck
so tats wat made me think tat i shud write n have a chek on my journey.....i have to go ahead i have to reach smewer....bt wer??
i think i ll figure tat out smeday......
believe me pple who knw their final destinations n the reason for livin r sooooooo lucky.
n pple like me who dont have ne clue abt wat is reason for comin into this so called BEAUtiful world (i knw there are many) is not all that sad coz its very natural....nt evrybody is born for a reason mayb....who knows.....mayb im born as reason for smebody....