Monday, November 28, 2005

jus a moment!

jus a moment.
yeah its jus a moment... a tinie vinie moment!!

sometimes this question keeps poppin up my mind 'is there any present as such'. i think there is no present, becoz as im saying this and while im typing everything is bcoming a part of the Past. so what is this whole deal about the past and the present.
its jus that lil moment in between. a vie lil thing. the rest is all past.
Past is that everybody either hates or loves, and in any case it jus doesnt get away. so here i am all again fighting with my past. just cant get rid of it. why dont these scientists or inventors come up with some innovation which can help people to erase the unwanted chapters of their lives. over a period of time i have come up with this idea of avoiding the pain. whenever these thoughts keep haunting all i do is think about them as somebody else's story. well thats not easy at all. but ya its fun sometimes. i mean jus picture this.... there is a story u know, its ur story... and u visualise somebody else in it. i find it very wierd.
so its these lil moments that gets packed up in the past.
a moment is all what it takes. jus that fraction of a second is what IT ALL TAKES. one moment changes everything. as in it maybe a transformation of a girl into a woman, a virgin into a non-virgin..watever (didnt know what it is called) and the journey from life to death. a vie lil thing and then its all gone. its history.
sometimes its freaky but all this really makes me wonder and my mind jus cant stop....

2 Comments:

Blogger MelancH said...

hmmm...one read thru ur write, and I sense so much of myself...yeah past is always gone but never forgotten....at times its kind of good that Mr.Past confronts you and starts haunting you agaian...but then u can always rely on Mr.Present who might be short but has surely given you the strength to outdo and live past the past. Characterising past and present always gives you scope for dialogues....whatever that was...I feel to outdo the past haunt, what can be done is just show past its place...tell it that it doesnt belong her...where it belongs is the backyard dump shack and warn him not to leave his spot...and on the lighter side you can always go for anti-past accessories like a scare-past locket, or a no-past ring, or maybe a slogan on the tshirt which says "dogs and past not allowed"...well that sure was a bottle full of boredom inducing sublime liquid....I am a franchisee for the same if you are wondering. hmm...that virgin to a non-virgin was an amazing shape tween transformatory line. hehe...i just realised u were a gin (virgin) anow you are a wine hahaha...iam sure iam the only one who laughed at that crap...but hey, not my fault, my keyboard lacks a backspace key cos I refused to pay extra just for one key....as it is it makes me cautiouos of all that i do...thats good i say all shud take off this backspace and del keys frm the keybords and live life well planned and cautiously...thats enough dose for the day....
Past is a sculptor that sculpts you into a stronger being and present enjoys your presence...its as simple as that...or as complex as that...

7:55 AM, December 01, 2005  
Blogger MelancH said...

its me again......am sorry for taking up so much space on your screen...why dont you go for a 17" monitor? I could write more then....

7:56 AM, December 01, 2005  

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