Beeeep...

One beep and it’s over. Yes it’s all about this stupid techy world where relationships begin and end on a tiny three inches by one and a half inches metallic like box. It sucks man!! It sucks big time! I don’t actually believe this… I am reacting after almost a month now…heheheh funny eh!... What am I suppose to do??? Well again at a point where a lot of twists happening and yeah would like tell myself that it’s for the better.
But hey where exactly it is going… I have no clue whatsoever on this motherfuckin earth!!!!! And so WHO CARES…
Is it not normal to not react to some major event of my life…is it not normal to act breezy towards that thing…is it not normal to get into more mess even when you can foresee a big ditch ahead…is it not normal to have questions jumping every minute in that lil brain of mine…..what is being normal now….or being sane. Seriously who cares… is it that the people are going insane around me and I am jus the way I was, yes I will like to think that way. Past is such a creepy thing that doesn’t get off you… how does one get rid of this slimy, sticky, inane insect called the past. It jus makes me look more and more ugly… cannot do anything about it sweetheart, you got it so live with it!!! Fuck it… life has to go on and why should one suffer when the rest are having fun… so “chuck it babes” is what I say to myself ;-) Shit happens all the time….but jus be sure u don’t get addicted to it… yuck noooo never.... hehehehe…