the word is "change"

how wierd one's thoughts can be...wierd or stupid i dont know. At the time when life goes on snail's speed I get restless and crib about evry small thing that takes time to happen. And when life takes a full speed jus like this fan on top of my head which doesnt seem to slow, I get even more panicky and crib about how the time jus evaporates...
Well thats for the change in life which doesnt bother to co-ordinate with my plans...currently witnessing a whole lot of changes in my spectrum. All size, shape, form...
the shift or the lil turn that i was craving for has jus begun. but i jus wonder wat abt the things tat lie beneath...far down there...they wont budge. some wise man's quote has jus made sense to me "changes are temporary, its results last longer" (smethng close to tat).
So hoping for some bettr things to happen now onwards on personal front...but wat abt the front tat evrybody has to face - the upredictability of life. suddenly life has bcome precious for me...i feel previlidged to be living on. but luck and insecurity seems to be inversely proportional for me. the thoughts of living jus for the day creeps within and make me feel sick...